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inproper_dancin
 20th March, 2010. 1:31 pm.

Our move in date is the 15th!!!

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inproper_dancin
 19th March, 2010. 2:33 pm.

Tomorrow is when drew is gonna fill out the application for out apt. Hopefully it hasn't been swooped on, because, geez...its just perfect! If not we are gonna go on an intensive search. But I have a good feeling :) I'm so excited for our life to start. We are so excited for our life to start.

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inproper_dancin
 16th March, 2010. 2:25 am.

He makes me feel so loved. I just wish I could be the best. I'm trying so hard. This abortion thing has really depressed me. Sometimes I become numb and I can't process. I wanna be great for him. He thinks I am. Which I guess means Im doing something right. Were gonna move in together. I can't wait. I love him more than he knows.

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inproper_dancin
 16th March, 2010. 2:25 am.

He makes me feel so loved. I just wish I could be the best. I'm trying so hard. This abortion thing has really depressed me. Sometimes I become numb and I can't process. I wanna be great for him. He thinks I am. Which I guess means Im doing something right. Were gonna move in together. I can't wait. I love him more than he knows.

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inproper_dancin
 15th March, 2010. 11:01 pm.

Sometimes I feel like I won't be able to fill the shoes of his ex wife. I don't know why. Obviously I can because he left her for me. But I feel like how am I supposed to fill the shoes of the original person he wanted to spend his life with. The first love of his life...and then I constantly feel like I'm not pretty enough. Or smart enough. Or funny enough. Like I'll never be enough.

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inproper_dancin
 8th March, 2010. 2:08 pm.

God, I just read some on my old Justin posts btw, wtf why did I ever stay there?! ew, I swear I was fed mind control drugs and I'm stickin to it hahaha. My life has been hell since I met him and I'm so glad he's gone. I'm so embaressed by those posts I want to delete them, but I won't, because they are a great reminder as to how dumb I was hahaha, calling off that engagement was the best thing I've ever done. That was harsh, but extremely true. This tattoo makes me sick, I'm gonna get it covered up this week once I see how much my paycheck is.

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inproper_dancin
 8th March, 2010. 1:32 pm.

I still cry about it. I still can't get over it. I want to get over it, I want to forget it. He makes it easier for me. He makes me feel so worth something, which is the one thing I guess no other boyfriend has ever done, well, he does a million things previous boyfriends have never done lol. His daughter is adorable, she makes me realize how even more horrible that decision was, because she makes me realize I could have done it all by myself. Maybe I've always downplayed my own abilities. I have got to move on from this, we are starting a new life together, I mean completely revamping our lives, even getting new perfume and cologne hahaha, I gotta get over this. That's not my life anymore and I hate when I let myself cry about it infront of him. What's done is done and I've got a bright loving future infront of me, I just have to remember that. Because I know he truly loves me, and I could never explain in words just how amazing he makes me feel and just how much I love him. He's every definition of a partner and he's most definatly my better half. We are an incredible team and we are going to make an incredible life.

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